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Amnesia took overRejection's a bitch, get used to it
Opheliac bitch. Selfish betrayer. Screw your courage to the sticking place and say a prayer.
Fall down on the ground. Pay your last respects to the friendship that died., and you could care less. You never wanted me, only my services. But, I guarantee you, that's a mistake you'll surely regret.
Rejecton's a bitch, but you're used to it.
Excuse me, did your lips just move? I can't tell from all  the shit that your mouth produced. Cacophonic symphonies ring in my ears from all the lies I thought were true...that what we had was real...    Amnesia took over
by ~DaPedophile

DisgustYou feel it dont you?
Disgust running down your spine,

Reaching deep into your inner core
Of what you've become
The ultimate oppressor
Enforcing authority in such an authentic way

That not even you recognizes who stands before you in the mirror
Tis a shame to be the one thing you fought so hard to resist... Disgust
by ~DaPedophile

YummyCheese-It's...
It's a fun.
A salty, salty fun.
Just like semen...
... You're never satisfied. Yummy
by ~DaPedophile

My Sanity's on the BrinkWhat do you want me to feel?

Clocks are melting and time is drifting.

I don't know what to do.

Fighting seems useless since you don't mind the pain.
Tears evaporate and memories fade.

Paint me a portrait of your mind,

Maybe then will I understand the real you inside.

Best part of it all is I still don't know where I stand.
How ridiculous and foolish of me.

Save your childish game for someone else, for I've reached my limit.

Sublimely living a subliminal life without any consequences but my sanity at my expe My Sanity's on the Brink
by ~DaPedophile

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Is anything sacred anymore?!!!

Sun Aug 20, 2006, 11:42 AM

Is anything sacred anymore?!!! Not even my own religion provides me with the comfort and refuge i long for. I dont see any genuinity or truth. It all seems like a hoax. Its not my faith in God i question, its my faith in the Catholic church. I just wanna find a higher power that....idk......i just wanna find it. Am I doing the right thing? I dont wanna fear my God. I dont wanna follow His rules inorder to enter heaven and fear of damnation. I wanna make my 'holy' decisions based on wat I find just and moral. I wanna embrace Him, until the day of reckoning comes I wont have anything to fear because I know that I made the best of my life and I tried to be the way He wanted me to be. According to the catholic church. God gave us free will......only to punish us if we didnt act the way he wanted us to behave? Is that fair? He watches everything we do. For protection....or for pervertiveness? We are never alone. For the better or for the worse? You gave me this free will Lord. Dont condemn me for questioning certain beliefs and freein my mind.

Settle for nothing. Question EVERYTHING!!

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Current Residence: where my freedom lies
Interests: acting, drawing, writng, dancing, eating, and sleeping
Favourite movie: Closer, The Corpse Bride, The Nightmare Before Christmas
Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, System of a Down, Fiona Apple, Cradle of Filth
Favourite genre of music: everyhting but country
MP3 player of choice: Creative Lab Zen
Shell of choice: My CLoset
Favourite game: Pac Man
Favourite cartoon character: Fred Fred Burger from the Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
Personal Quote: if you view me as your saviour, you've got one fucked up religion

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~RavenClawed Dec 29, 2006, 5:25:00 PM

uh no...yeah...no.

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To die for love is useless when you find at the end that that person never loved you.

~RavenClawed Dec 24, 2006, 11:43:36 AM

oh and kriztilles

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To die for love is useless when you find at the end that that person never loved you.

~RavenClawed Dec 24, 2006, 11:43:22 AM

oh and kriztilles

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To die for love is useless when you find at the end that that person never loved you.

~RavenClawed Dec 24, 2006, 11:42:39 AM

heh its Molly here blah i know my art sux compared to yours, jois and larens but eh w/e

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To die for love is useless when you find at the end that that person never loved you.

~Blackwinged Oct 19, 2006, 6:11:48 PM

haven't seen you around here <#

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Procrastinators UNITE....tomorrow.}

~llMacabreShadowll Sep 10, 2006, 1:09:50 PM

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